Monday, December 31, 2007 ; 11:50 AMY
& we won't let you drop a tear x3
Think you should off your speakers before u start reading this? Kills the mood=xMisa here...
This is probably gonna be the last time you'll see me posting
for a long time...
The familiar two words ''Misa here". They wouldn't appear again..
I'm here to give my last words to everyone..
This guild started with just Cocoa and I.. Staring blankly at the macdonald's
tv screen thinking for something to do.. So we started this guild.. Called -TxT-.
It's a cute emoticon isn't it? Crying eyes with a muted mouth.
Soon we started pulling all our friends in to join this guild... It became larger
and larger.. Seldom was there random people recruitted, most of us had linkages
with one another.
We started making really good friends with one another.. Sometimes it just seems
as though we're a big family which can never be separated, and will never leave
each other alone in times of need.
Hula, Boi, blurX, Jaded, Divine, Rainie, DADA, and more people whom was strangers
to me at first became my really good friends. They consoled me when I was down
and helped me with guild problems.
And of course there were those people whom I knew before joining the guild.
Suyi, Dollx, Shadow, Jesslyn, etc. They contributed to the guild too with their efforts.
Now that I have to say goodbye, I really can't bear to.......
All the memories with this guild i had for 3months keep flooding my mind.
The more i try to stop thinking, the more I couldn't.
I told myself I'm strong and I won't cry, and I haven't. And I won't.
This time it was for not only my sake, but it affects everybody in the guild, so I
shouldn't be selfish, and cry over this decision I had made.
Since I have decided already I shouldn't brood over it anymore right...?
But I just can't stop myself.
To Cocoa:
Although audition sea brought me alot of bad memories, I'm still glad I got to
know you. This wouldn't be a 100% goodbye to you since we live so close to each
other and can still stay in contact. But I still wanna thank you for starting up
this guild with me, otherwise I would have left out on making loads of good friends.
You've heard all my worries and cries and you know everything about me.
Thankfully I never did lose you as a friend. (You owe me xmas present=x)
Muacks nuer.. T.T
To Jaded:
Hey you've helped me loads and loads, no matter it is about the guild or my personal
matters. Even if you were sleeping, you would wake up just to give me the moral
support I need. I never regretted knowing you and you were wonderful as a friend
and assisstant chairman. Hughug TT_______TT Still sms me whenever you're
free okay?
To Suyi:
MEIIIIIIII you're one of the people I knew in audi for the longest time. Although
sometimes we may quarrel, but I just wanna let you know you're still my fav mei
no matter what. The times we had together in audi were wonderful. We would
just play with each other in a locked room, not allowing anyone to interrupt us.
I'll miss you ): Stay innocent okay? Don't let bad influences affect you. (dont say
dabian too much later in your dremas got dabian monster bite you=x)
To Rainie:
HEYYY doll you're the one of the most loyal friend I had ever come across.
I know you're trying your best to help, but sometimes things are just like that
and we can't change facts can we? Sorry for screwing up while trying to help you
too.. I didn't want you to be disappointed.. Ty for all the times we had together..
Especially the first outing.. Getting on flippers with you was funnn. Really will
miss you and I'm afraid that we'll lose contact for sure. Stay cute =)
To STAR-x3:
I know that in the beginning we had quarrels and we didn't like each other much.
Maybe I was too blinded to see what you really are as a person. Sorry for the
misunderstandings that we had. Now that I know you better, you became one
of my close friends and I never regretted you joining -TxT-. You're a really nice
girl and if he doesn't appreciate it, you might as well just move on. I did, and I
took ages and I wasted my life away crying and ranting, questioning why life's like that.
I don't want you to follow in my footsteps. Take care girl and smile cause there's
much more things to life than just a guy.
To Zhhux--:
Sorry for being rash and all when I called you to clarify about the scolding rainie and
wawa thing. I was peeved cause I hate people to bully my friends, especially P6 and P5
girls. But now I thank you too for changing over a new leaf and being friendly to
all the members. Your brother is kinda cute lol, 10 years old kid. =x Take care!
To JESSLYN:
TWINNIE! Although we quarrel sometimes but in our hearts we still like each other
cause we're just so similar! During this time when you weren't here to accompany
me during low moods I really couldn't take it. I miss you like hell, all the yelling of
my names on the phone. Call me whenever you can okay?
To DADA:
Meiii its really fortunate to have you as a sister. You were there for me when I was
down. Theres nothing to worry about us losing contact cause we live so near and you
can find me whenever you want after school. In committee le must learn how to lead!
Take care and train your dar well!
To Hula:
HULALALLALALA~! Outing with you was fun (: thanks for being active in guild!
Dont be so shy and SMS me whenever you're free! Stay happy and round and never
ending x]
To Boi:
Hey benjamin although you have quit from our guild, I just wanna say that you were
a good member as well. I understand that it's your friend's guild, that's why you went.
Learn to change your nonchalent attitude luh if not cannot find gf i dono liao =x
To blurX:
I'm the closest to you out of the 3 guys, cause we would always talk whenever we're
msn. Although we seldom play audi together, you're still a good friend of mine cause
we'll always help each other whenever we need advice right? Take care and don't be
so shy luh hold DIAMx hands during outing la xD. Broken slippers haha =x
To Divine:
Hey I do find you evil and sometimes get peeved at you but to me you're always like
an elder brother. DONT WASTE MY MONEY LA YOU PROMISED TO WEAR THAT
SHIRT. You and your ***g hurhurhur. =x
To Shadow and Dollx:
Daddy mummy, even though you two have separated, but in my heart you two will
always be my parents. I still love you two no matter what happens :( Daddy don't
worry too much you'll mature soon. Mummy thanks for being there whenever I
need advice. Muacks T.T
To Break:
Watermelonnn don't always get bullied so easily okay? You're just too honest..
I can so foresee what would happen if I'm not there in audi to make sure you aren't
bullied -.- Don't trust too easily, only trust your good friends! Cheers to first friend
I had in audition sea and that we still keep in contact! I owe you bday present lol..
To Eclipse:
BUNNAYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Although you're more and more inactive in
guild, but you have made some good friends here so no regrets right? See you
in school hopping around as usual =x Pei me recessssssssssssssssss.
To COMMITTEE MEMBERS:
Open a new meeting for the changes you want to make for the guild! Events and
new rules should all be out. Work with each other hand in hand! Disucss about
whether you all should continue recruiting! I'm fine with just these members
cause more members may mean more stress and more troubles invited. But if
you all want to, go ahead! Now its your decision that matters. I have faith
in you guys that you all will do a better job than me (:
To ALL MEMBERS:
I really had fun with you guys in these 3months, much as I don't want to go, I know
I have to. I won't leave you guys alone in the lurch, you can still approach me
whenever you want to. Call or sms me when you need advice or tutoring! I might
be quitting audition sea but I'll still come back whenever I can.
It may take 2weeks, 1month, half a year, or even a year for me to come back.
But I will, that's my promise to you guys.
All the best in the year ahead and study hard!
